I want to move
Movement in people's hearts

I want to touch 
Those who have forgotten how you feel
I want to help 
Helping those who need help and don't know it 
I want to laugh 
Laugh with all those who have forgotten it long ago
I want to free 
All those who are trapped in their own bodies
I want to tie up 
Restraints without restricting anyoneI want to share 
With all those who have nothing and yet give so much
I want to forgive 
Those who don't know what they're doing
I want to live 
Living in my truth and not in the truth of others
I want to see 
With my heart the beauty and perfection of this earth
I want to feel 
Feel my heart scream "Yes!" with every single beat.
And I want to love 
Every stone, every tree, every creature and especially those who don't know how much they deserve it



Home


I look up into the stars and remember
how beautiful it was
When I was at home with all my loved ones
I feel almost as strange here as on the first day
And wonder why I still like this world here so much in any wayI remember when I got here
How all that new stuff took me along
And I wanted to find something my whole life
I wondered where my home could only be
And I knew I'd find it somedayIt's hard to believe how hard this is
Everyone lives by time and

relationships are built on a term
I remember just standing there and watching
And I didn't know what was going on around meI walk so many paths on so many stones
I often feel like a bird tied to a leash
I wonder why I came here
and especially where I only landed here
and why I am so differentI look up and see the stars
And I know my home is far away
And this life here on Earth
I wonder if I'll ever understand that




I don't want to stay
Where I'm not at home
I want to be in love
In my dreams
Let me go
Undo my shackles
I want to go home
I want to be free
I want to fly
Away from hereShow me how it can be
Somewhere, sometime.
In this world where love is the greatest
And you don't have to explain,
why you are who you are
Show me that it's true
This world where love is still loveI don't want to ask why it is like this
I don't want to have to explain the love
I don't want to justify myself,
because I am who I amI want to get lost in my dreams
Cause everything's good there the way it is
Take my hand
And lead me where I belong
Show me where she is.
this world where love is still love 



Listen to me
Without judging me
Give me your opinion
But let me keep mineTrust me
Without expecting anything
Give me courage
But don't press meHelp me
But don't decide for me
Forgive me with all your heart
And don't hold a grudge
Protect me, sincerely
but without tying me upWorry for me
Without wanting to own me
Get to know me
Without mentioning my name
Go the way with me
But don't cover my tracks
Give me a hug
Without crushing meYou may approach
But not as an intruder
You may carry me
But let me down again
You may love me
But without any conditions 



Life.
Can't you see I'm free?
Like a bird in the sky.
who looks at you from a far

Can't you see I'm in love?
In love with freedom
Let go of me! You don't have to hold me captive.

Can't you see I don't belong to anyone?
Not even to you.
It's just a jump to freedom
I'm gonna go and you can't hold me
Put me in chains and I'll blow it away
I promise you that.I am free and I don't have to be yours
Because my home is the broad horizon
And I go where my heart draws me

Can't you hear the heartscreaming through my chest
if you get too close to me
You tie me up without giving me air to breathe
I will burn the restraints
With my inner fire
And I'm gonna run away
And don't turn around

Wide wings break through my heart
Because I'm so in love
In love with this freedomI'll look down on you from above
And if you need me, you call me
And if you call me with all your heart
Then I'll let you find me


I want to be with you
I want to go with you
into a world somewhere
Some place where we can be free
Some place we can be weI want to be with you
Share everything with you
I want to go with you
Always standing by you

I want to laugh with you
And I want to look into your eyes
And I know they'd tell me
That it's good that wayI want to dance with you
Dancing on a lonely mountain
Dancing with the wind
As the rain soaks our clothes
Dancing until we fall to earth laughing

I want to fly with you
Into a world somewhere far away from here
To a world where no one knows us
Some place where there's no worries
Some where where love is still love

I want to be with you
I want to go with you
Into a world somewhere
Anywhere. .

I want to be with you
Because I love you
And your eyes make me forget
I want to go with you
Cause I love you
and because I know
that you do, too.
Somewhere..


I want to go with you
into a world somewhere
Some place where we can be free
Some place we can be we

I want to be with you
Share everything with you
I want to go with you
Always standing by you

I want to laugh with you
And I want to look into your eyes
And I know they'd tell me
That it's good that way

I want to dance with you
Dancing on a lonely mountain
Dancing with the wind
As the rain soaks our clothes
Dancing until we fall to earth laughing
I want to fly with you
Into a world somewhere far away from here
To a world where no one knows us
Some place where there's no worries
Some where where love is still love

I want to be with you

I want to go with you
Into a world somewhere
Anywhere. .
I want to be with you
Because I love you
And your eyes make me forget
I want to go with you
Cause I love you
and because I know
that you do, too.
Somewhere..


I'll go on like everybody else.
Giving up is out of the question
Cause if I give up, I'l llaugh at myself
As soon as I'm above meJust a lonely heart
Like any other one with a different pain
Just another person, like everyone else
I will fight to live
I will not use love as aword
Like everyone else
I will not suppress my feelings
Like everyone else
And I'll never want to be like everybody else

And when I go
I'll leave something behind like everyone else.
And you will think of me from time to time
And you will remember
To someone
not like everybody else



A dream on Thursday

I enter a dark room quietly,
cautiously
Only a candle burns at the table,
I don't see anything else, I´m unable
No one is there, just me, all quiet and near
But something is strange in this dream
because heat now fills the whole room

An empty space possessed by something,
because time is forgotten here
So lonely and leave this room
no movement, only the flame is still burning
There's nothing else at the table,
I sit down and look into the light
The flame is getting smaller,
but the room is getting warmer and warmer

I sit there staring into the light,
all alone in the dark nothingness
I'll close my eyes,
trust in the will and enjoy this silence
Then suddenly I feel this familiar feeling
And I feel a touch on my hand
And lightning runs through my whole body

I open my eyes
see a shadow on the wall
And then I see on my hand,
this other beautiful hand
My mind that puts out
and my heart screams so loudly
Because what I feel here is so familiar,
A short sting runs through my heart
and reminds me of a past pain

I get out of the chair and stand still
and I've only seen this hand before
But now I know whose it is
and why all of a sudden I feel all of this
I'll stand there for a long time,
until this hand is on my shoulder
I know if I turn around right now
what I see in front of me now.

That's how it's so hard for me,
and yet I don't want anything so much
When I now turn around and in the light darkness
see into those deep eyes.
I know I'm about to lose me
because there's just you and me
So I take your hand in mine
and turn around and see two legs
I dare not look at you,
Cause I know it's gonna go away
Your hand, it feels warm,
She raises my chin trembling
Then I look up into these eyes
that devour me and rob me of so much
I feel like my legs are giving way
Because I feel an earthquake in my heart

Your eyes take me to strange places
indescribable, I can't find words
Your view is deep and sensitive,
so eternally beautiful, some morable
I wish this would never go away,
And I already begged for it
Two hearts beat in one
two hearts that unite here

Something's going through my heart.
That pain again
I see sorrow in your eyes,
I recognize this sadness
It reflects your loneliness,
I feel how my body feels
and how he reacts to it
It hurts so much, I feel like I'm you.
and the first tear flows in a moment

You look at me and ask me not to cry now
I don't want to destroy the moment
and start defending myself against those feelings.
Suddenly I look up to you
and your weakness is with me.
Your hands are getting colder and your eyes are crying softly
And you have that one look,
in this one way.Your lips are starting to shake,
My heart is starting to grate
Our tears are getting worse,
it's getting darker and darker in the room.
Take my face in both hands
the walls are already is appearing
Now we're standing here looking at each other
and both of them freeze under this spell

I hear words coming outof your mouth
and they drag me even deeper into the abyss
I hear you, see your lips move slowly
But don't understand anything 

almost like the soft whispering during anice-cold rain
But I don't need to understand
I can see it so very well
Still frozen I look at you
and what I see in your depths
Reminds me of all those letters
I wrote to you so that you know
And which I'm afraid you know
It would be best to tearit up again right away
That's the only question in your eyes:
Why I left you aloneIt's getting all dark in the room.
Say where are you only I hardly see you
Please stay here, don't leave me
It's so cold in here without you

And the flame that just now
burned so beautifully and warmly
Fades in the grey smoke
and I get scared and I wake up
Everything in my body is still vibrating
My hands are shaking and my heart is shaking so much
and I'm so cold and I feel it all
Tears come out of my eyes
and I know I don't need to mention this right now.

I know it wasn't just a dream
I was actually sitting in this room
There are these places in the universe
Where we are together, even without words
I know I'm ready know
you were with me all the time
It's not a dream, it's so much more
No dream, everything else, so true
And I know,
you were really here this night

I'll never forget this Thursday
when your hand
was laying on mine



Lost I stare into the mirror
What's going on today?
I feel kind of sealed off
My crying is unfounded
I see a human beingbefore me
But this person is not me
And those aren't my eyes anymore
They are colourless and strange
My reflection scares me
I touch it slowly with one hand
Want to know who's behind it
What pulls this person down like this?Who are you?
Can you tell me what it is?
Just look at me and don't say anything
Why do you look at me so sadly
How someone who can give so much
Like someone who wants to say something
And yet can'tWho stands before me here
who is my reflection
How can be so much sadness
in these eyes
Those aren't my feelings, this is not me
Who looks at me with that look
And has so many unanswered questions for me 


I love you
.. Wherever you come ..
.. Wherever you will go..
.. Wherever you are, who are you..
.. Whoever you were.. it doesn*t matter..
.. Whoever you will be, be what you want to be..
.. Whatever you did..
.. Whatever you do.. just do it..
because I love you
. it doesn't matter who you are.
. it doesn't matter as you are.
. I love you.
. .because you simply ARE..
I love you
.. Wherever we go..
.. Where our ways go apart..
. Wherever they go again together..
because I love you
.. love you like you are..
.. I am not afraid of conditions.
because I love you
.. I do not know why i love you so much..
.. but everytime i see you I automatically have to smile..
. .that is everything I know..
I love you
..because you are..




One of my strongest dreams
many years ago
lost in a house with fire everywhere
I feel left
The flames are like the arts
I'm sitting in a corner I can not do anything,
I can not go and I feel so lost
It's so hot, I can´t  breathe anymore
The fire around me
gets closer and closer
I tremble and frightened
I know it is the end
The fire is burning in my eyes, I wanne close them now
But then I see something in the flames, a shadow in the fire
he approaches slowly, passes through the flames
I can not believe it, I must imagine that all
I have no strength to think about this
and not breathing
and close my eyes
I feel that a person stands in front of me
already very close with his face
and says something very trustfully
and stretching his hand over my
I open my eyes and I see those other eyes
so close to my face and I feel tears in mine
and feelings so deeply
what is that in me
I can not believe it
I can not see anything
I see only those eyes in the darkness
and those eyes gives me much
and I really want to take this hand now
and the moment I touch it
awakens me
with tears in my eyes
and my hand trembles
I'm excited
and my heart beats so violently
all day